Things that I miss the most

Somehow still missing you.


So not me at all. hmm..
Please kill my ego

Suitcases and travelbags

Gabe bondoc - Suitcases and travelbags

For goodness's sake when we need a break, she tells me
There's too much on her plate, and I'm not helping
I was under the impression that things were fine, for the longest time
I'm not the type to ignore your rights if you're leaving
But oh my god, I could not believe that you're leaving
I pray to goodness that you'll wanna come back
But until then, I guess you've gotta pack

Suitcases and travel bags
Are you ever coming back
Just leave a couple of things for me
Oh, leave me your sweet perfume
Spray it around the room
And I'll pray that you'll come home soon
Suitcases and travel bags
I can't sit here and watch you pack
Just leave a couple of things for me
Oh, leave me your sweet perfume
Spray it around the room
And I'll pray that you'll come home soon, come home soon

This is the sound of a man that's still in love with you
A man that can't understand just why our heart's in two
But when you speak to me and justify so eloquently
When you try to make me see
But you will have to forgive me, I guess I'm old-school
Just wanna talk back and forth and work it out with you
How's leaving home gonna make you wanna come back
If you can answer, I'll leave and let you pack

Suitcases and travel bags
If you're ever coming back
Just leave a couple of things for me
Oh, leave me your sweet perfume
Spray it around the room
And I'll pray that you'll come home soon
Suitcases and travel bags
I can't sit and watch you pack
Just leave a couple of things for me
Oh, leave me your sweet perfume
Spray it around the room
And I'll pray that you'll come home soon, come home soon

There's a lot to be said but baby, if you're just over it
I won't waste my breath, waste my breath
Could've sworn we were cool but I guess I was fooled
But I guess I was, guess I was
I'm not sure what this means, I'm not sure what separation brings
So if you're gonna go, do what it do
You can find me in the other room

Suitcases and travel bags
If you're ever coming back
Just leave a couple of things for me
Oh, leave me your sweet perfume
Spray it around the room
And I'll pray that you'll come home soon
Suitcases and travel bags
I can't sit and watch you pack
Just leave a couple of things for me
Oh, leave me your sweet perfume
Spray it around the room
And I'll pray that you'll come home soon, come home soon




I'm so into this song. Been listening to it over and over and i don't know why.

loving it I am.

Gloomy it may seem

The sky was kinda gloomy unlike any usual days and it kinda made me think twice of jogging at the park. Plus the mood wasn't there at all so i tame myself wit a quick nap while listening to my ipod around 5pm. There are plenty reasons 4 me to leave the house yet for no reason I chose to stay at home.

Woke up around 9.30+ and still everything around me kinda slow hmm. Though I'm not hungry , still i feel like munching on something. Went downstairs and saw elah and khai dating while watching TV. Watching them made me kinda miss all the comfort feelings and somehow I kinda drop my ego feeling envy towards them. I don't miss my past but I just miss those feelings *sigh*. Now I found myself learning to get through all by myself which is still kinda new for me, good enough I guess.

Enough of that, now its 2.16 am and still sitting in front of lappy wit green tea on my side. Something that I always do every night like browsing or bloging or whatsoever, anything that can fill my time and keeps my brain running. huhu.

Sleepy I am now indeed. Hope tomorrow will be a better day for me.Yea, I can't wait for amir to be back in Brunei. hehe. :D and and and... I'm hungry *sigh*. I want soto please hehe. I'm so craving for soto. hmmm

Time will tell

No I'm not the man I used to be lately
See you met me at an interesting time
If my past is any sign of your future
You should be warned before I let you inside

Hold on to whatever you find baby
Hold on to whatever will get you through
Hold on to whatever you find baby


- John mayer

Smiling yet falling

We smile
We laugh
but when the day comes
Everything went falling apart
Questions arise
Confusion appears
Mistakes made.

Should have been patience about it.
Should have wait a lil bit longer...
But I fail you.

It seems that we're doin fine..
But things are not done as it seems
won't expect your forgiveness
won't expect that you'll accept my explaination

but your understanding is all i need
Cos we are now smiling yet falling
*sigh*