Positive note to start up your day

"You'll never achieve real success unless
you like what you're doing."
Dale Carnegie

When art meets lousy whiteboard

So holiday is coming (yipee me) so teachers rarely come to class meaning no class, no study, no bedtime story ( lecture ) from sir Kaled and yes, a break from projects & assignments. =). But then we were bored, really bored. Let me emphasize that again "BORED". Solution , drawing at our VERY lousy white board. Problem solved huhu.

Ok, thats me watering the flower. See how the flower turns out to be. Its growing healthy. Beautiful ey. ='). It takes effort people & my opinion is to drink LOTS of water hehe.


This is how i make the fertilizer. Some of you may wondering " What in the hell is that weird shape thing?". People let me answer your curiosity, that is my friend what I called 'Feces' better known as "SHIT". It's good for flowers cause it consist of different kinds of nutrition. HAHA. very healthy indeed ;)

I think you've already understand why i kept on saying "Lousy white board". Obviously from my picture says it all. We hardly can see what our instructor's is writing. The principal told us that there'll be a new white board coming soon but that was 1 or 2years back. Till now I didn't even see a single clean white board!. What the hell are they saying that for, to keep our spirits high?? *wow~~ that'll help* or maybe an excuse or something. Like last year, my instructors ordered us to clean the white board with this white board solution yet it can't be cleaned. But STILL they forced us to clean it. HOW THE HELL CAN WE CLEAN IT. THIS IS NOT SOME FREAKING ADVERT LIKE AXION or FABULUSO where you can just clean it by one wipe!! *The hell~!!* Anyway screw them cause there's a few month left then when I'm finish they can just kiss my ass goodbye. Then in future, I'll tell to my child that how screwed up my school was. & I'll go "Kids, don't ever go to that school cause they'll force you to clean a white board that is impossible to cleaned", " I know, they're cuckoo people" kesian

I think I'm too mean towards my school. NOT! haha. Other than that I guess they're better in term programing & SOME theories. SOME not all. hehe. I just love saying crappy things & I don't know why hehe. Nature I guess .

"From what we get,
we can make a living;
what we give, however,
makes a life."
Arthur Ashe

Suddenly it happens again..

People will say that all problems comes with a solution. Then why can't I stop this feelings. I kept feeling uneasy lately. This problems of mine has messed up my mind real bad. I've tried to avoid it yet it kept coming & coming again. & today I've finished up one box of my ciggies but its still not enough for me. Yes, I'm a smokaholic(I don't know if there is a such word for this though hehe) Sigh. Bad ey but it helps. =)

All this times I've helped people with their problems but i myself can't even get myself to think straight & I can't even solve this problem *sigh*. Seriously you won't wanna be in my head cause its pretty messed up. I wish that I could just erase it just by clicking "Delete", life will be much be simple that way i guess... Unfortunately its not but Neh~, I wouldn't complain that life is being unfair and all those crap cause I know god have their reasons to give us this so called burden. It's up to ourselves to how we solve it. & i know at this stage of age,people like me normally face this kind of problems and its normal for us to be like this. Thats what I believe & i'll try to convince myself to think it at the brighter side. But yes~ I won't lie, sometimes I can be very denial & blame everything/everyone bla bla bla.

Some of you may wondering that this about someone or past right? Sorry,the answer is no guys. Its just something that have been bothering my mind . Plus Its healthy to just let it all out & it helps a bit but its ok, better than nothing right?. I'm still hoping that this will be over so i can carry on my normal life

The end..

"Well done is better than
well said."

Accidents happens....

Morning, i received a text message from ka' Leza saying that Iman firdaus & his friends was in an accident. I was stunned cause the 1st message was telling that he passed away but turns out it was not him instead it was his friend. Wrong info sigh. Anyway , lets just pray for him so he'll get well soon. Gosh it's 3 times now including this one, life's are taken from an accident. Its not that safe to drive at this time i guess. =/

Get well soon, man.

Food for thoughts

"Stand up to your obstacles and do something about them. You will find that they haven't half the strength you think they have."
Norman Vincent Peale

Quotes for the week

Here are some words of wisdom i found from the net. Enjoy.

Monday, November 12, 2007
"To do more for the world does for you—
that is success."
Henry Ford

Tuesday, November 13, 2007
"Life is to be lived, enjoy it."
M. K. Soni

Wednesday, November 14, 2007
"When you want advice,
ask someone who’s done it successfully."
Cindy Francis

Thursday, November 15, 2007
"When you start coasting,
there is only one way to go and that is downhill."
Dr. Randy Kerry

Friday, November 16, 2007
"When you have money,
think of the time when you had none."
Proverb

Saturday, November 17, 2007
"Behave toward everyone as if
receiving a great guest.
Confucius

Sunday, November 18, 2007
"Well done is better than
well said."
Proverb

Friday, Oh friday...

Friday? hmm.. Nothing much.. Just like any ordinary day after thursday. As usual woke up around 12+. Then went to my aunts place then qamar text me up asking me accompany him for awhile cause his sis & her friends wants to go wywy. So we chill there till 4 then went homw cause qamar have to go to rehearsal for his speech.

So I'm home doing nothing. Boredom indeed. Oh yea so i just carry on downloading movies.Cos lately I've been downloading movies so i don't need to go the shop & buy movie worth $4-7 . Downloading DVD rip movies = Priceless (Y).Surprisingly I've downloaded quite a lot of movies.I'm a sucker to movies.Trust me, its all good quality movies. (DVD 9) Here are some of the list.

1.Hot Rod (comedy)
2.Kickin it Old school (Comedy)
3. Vacancy (Thriller)
4.Chuck & Larry (Comedy)
5.Constantine ( Action)
6.Fido (Comedy)
7.Smoking Aces (Action)
8.Death Proof (Thriller)
9.Sex is Zero (Comedy)(Korean)
10.Redline (Action)
11The Contractor(Action)
12. Spongebob the movie (animation) (comedy)
13.Die Hard 4(Action)
14.Knocked Up (Comedy)
15. Simpsons the movie (Animation)(Comedy)
16. Blades of Glory(Comedy)
17. The accepted(Comedy)
18.Italian Job 1968 (Action)
19. License to Wed (Comedy)
20.Equilibrium (Action)
21. Spice world (NOT! JUST KIDDING, i wont download it in a million years HAHA)

Not bad ey. 20 movies and many more in process of downloading. =D
Just wanna save it for December's long holiday break =D. See, it's priceless my friends .

Somehow it reminds me of myself

Artist : Musiq Soulchild
Song : Teach me

[Verse 1:]
I was told the true definition of a man was to never cry
Work till you tired (yeah) got to provide (yeah)
Always be the rock for my family, protect them by all means
(and give you the things that you need, baby)
Our relationship is (suffering) trying to give you (what I never had)
You say I don't know to love you baby
Well I say show me the way
I keep my feelings (deep inside I)
Shadow them (with my pride eye)
I'm trying desperately baby just work with me

[Chorus:]
Teach me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me, show me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me, how to love

[Verse 2:]
I was always taught to be strong
never let them think you care at all
Let know one get close to me
Before (you and me)
I den' shared things wit chu girl about my past
That I'd never tell to anyone else (no)
Just keep it to myself, (yes)
Now I know I lack affection and expressing my feelings
It took me a minute to come and admit this but
See I'm really try'na (change now)
Wanna love you better, (show me how)
I'm tryin desperately baby hey

[CHORUS:]
Teach me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me, show me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me, how love

[Bridge:]
Ain't nobody ever took the time to try to teach me what (love was but you)
And I ain't never trust anyone enough to let em tell me (what to do)
Teach me how to show it and show me how to love you baby
(Teach me please just show me yeah)
Cause I'm (willing)
To let (go) of my (fears) girl I'm (serious)
About (all that I've said)
Girl I (wanna love you) with (all my heart)
Baby show me where to start

[CHORUS:]
Teach me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me, show me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me, how love

[VAMP:]
Girl just teach me how to love you better
You know I wanna love you better girl

Something that i would love to own

What is something that i would love to own? hmm... Besides car, i think i would choose a digital camera. Not just a an ordinary digital camera but a NIKON D3! =) . I'm kinda new with it so i don't really know much about cameras but no worries, i have my dad for more info. Yea daddy have his own NIKON. Don't ask me what model it is cause i forgot. huhu. Like i said, i'm to this stuff. But i really do wanna have that for a gift from ;) * hint to daddy* hahaha

Check this out, isn't that camera look sweet!I just cant wait to have this thin on my hand. huhu. I can picture myself taking picture everywhere !! haahaha. snap there, click here, snap those, click these * imagining*. haha.

Designs part 1

Oh how i miss designing using adobe. Its been a while. I miss adobe photoshop. Here are some of the designs i made for the last few days.